So I have decided that I'm just gonna tell everyone what's going on in my life instead of just hiding it from everyone except Justin.

-My grandpa has been in the hospital for 5 days and just had surgery
-My grandma has been sick since before Christmas. And supposely she has about a week to live.
-My parents, but nothing new there, I can handle that.
-I'm moving on without Scott. I thought we had something real. I thought that every great couple has issues but apparently is wasnt cause we arent together now. So I'm not gonna wait like a puppy dog but I'm always there as a friend if he needs me.
-Justin & I have the best relationship everr. Hes def the best person in my life right now, besides my mom
-Track and Musical are def butting heads

...thats my life for you guys right now, so Im really in truly sorry if I havent been myself or if I havent been there for you guys. Right now Im focused on family and Justin (college)

<3 You All Though,
Ker

Lord :
This is the time when I need you the most. Everything is so hard. Nothing is easy anymore. Please accept me for who I am and who I will be soon. I'm sorry for any pain I've caused you. I need so guidance. I <3 You!

Ok...now that, thats off my chest. Sorry that I haven't really been updating. I just dont have time for much of anything anymore. I'm a very busy girl but I'm trying to make time, trust me I am.

But anyways...track has been so hard lately. Well not hard but like I'm so sore. I'm never this sore, this far into the season. Musical is kinda boring right now. But I went and saw Conant's Musical. I can't wait 'til ours. Its gonna kick some major Conant/Hersey ass. Let me tell you.

Right now I'm sitting here waiting for Justin's call. He's at U of I this weekend for Track. I was gonna go but that didn't end up working out. It's actually more stressful being here not being able to see him perform.

This weekend is the last weekend for volleyball. : ( I'm sad and happy at the same time. It's like one less stressful thing off my back. But I'm going all out this weekend. Leaving everything out of my head. You wont ruin my weekend. I think Justin is coming with my mom. So it shall be fun.

My grandpa has pneumonia. And my grandma is in the hospital. I have never realized how much my family means to me. This past month my family has been there for me, accepting everything I choose to say or do. I truely love them. I wish I was with my grandpa right now though. It's my only wish.

I'll be back with my Spring Break entry...My dad screwed up the drier and my mom is having a fit. So now we have to go to the Laundry Mat.

<3, Ker